When All You Knew Was Gone

I'm just a girl, but perhaps not to you. To you, I'm just a blog, a website, a tiny link in your world. Maybe, though, the same monsters inhabit our souls, and bind us unknowingly. If you know Ana, the kiss of a blade, if you dream of death and wish for beauty... then maybe we aren't strangers after all. Maybe we're the same soul, split in a million parts and trapped in a thousand different bodies. Maybe we're all alone together.
H: 5'3 HW: 125 CW: 114 LW: 110 GW1: 110 GW2: 105 UGW: 99

Vegan, Anorexic, Self Harm, Pansexual, Suicidal, Depressed

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Punched in and Kicked out

Live back where I got kicked out from?
With messed up mommy and black-eyed stepdaddy?
Better than here, i guess
where im invisible
hell, no one here even speaks english


being invisible isnt so horrible
But you start to crave things
you start to go crazy when you cant leave your room
making friends with the spiders on the floor


its easy to be hungry here
but not lately
not since the incident
now they make it a point to feed me


But first: They Said They'd Put Me In A Group Home
i wonder if it'll be anything like the psych ward
i wonder if they'll let me keep blogging 
or if their eyes will judge my keystrokes


am i even here at all

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